grandmother-smile

and you are going to look like your grandmother if you smile, because folds becoming visible around your mouth. very, very beautiful and fresh ....

loosing it

you will loose your hair, if you are anorexic

and she still felt fat...

that was 7 months ago, she was in hospital, because off her anorexia. she almost died.

but today she is back again in life. she gained 7 kg since she was in hospital.

ich glaub wenn ich dünn bin , wird mein paps mich lieb haben und dann kann ich vllt. bei ihm wohnen.

hoffentlich... ♥

teacher´s thoughts...

today, after the german lessons, my teacher asked me:

" do you´ve got a problem with eating?..you are so scared skinny..."

cool, complement, but what, what the hell could i answer to that statement.?

me: " eh..no...why, do ..you think...so..i am not..everythings fine..."

was that wrong of me?

i don´t really know...

i don´t know, why she( teacher) thinks so... I AM FAT.

i lost my heart,

and found it back.

it´s all of me

like for a flower the bee

i am sure

without - my life is poor

it´s my CALENDAR ♥

i love you so much, diarys, calendars, notice-books...

listening to pete doherty I AM THE RAIN right now.